Please help me? all i wanna do is cry and sleep?

First off, most peoples hair only lasts one day when they straighten it. Girls put 20+ mins into their hair every morning and a lot of time at night. It really does take work I hate to say. You height could be beautiful if you lost maybe 50 lbs. You won't seem as tall. Just start by going on a healthy diet and try running. Cut out soft drinks. Make this your goal over the summer!