What the hell should i do???

stop caring so much about what everyone else thinks. Highschool is gonna come and go quick and most of those people you'll never see again. Don't worry about what she wants or everyone else does because in the end if you don't care that way about her eventually it will come out and hurt her more than. If you feel like you want to have a relationship with her you have to be honest in the beg. or it will turn into a giant mess. Most of the people in your school will prob. be surprised that your with this girl but you being the cl clown wont change unless your personality does everyone likes to see people happy and if the people your around think any different then their now truley ur friends